wandering off somewhere

i find myself feeling restless as of late with a yearning to travel constantly tugging at me. i keep looking up ticket prices to go to oregon or colorado, new zealand, scotland, nova scotia. anywhere else but here.

days like this i want to just throw some things in my car and get out. out this place, this job, this situation, this life. start fresh. start now. shed this persona, and become someone new.

sometimes i've tried. i go off on my own, stay away from people. i tend to get lost though, and always end up back where i started, who i started off as.

entry

i live on the grid, and work in a box ... not so different from the majority of the population. i'm not a huge fan of the job i have, that being a glorified office monkey, but it's a just and as such it helps to pay bills so i really can't complain too much. i should do something that doesn't make me feel like i'm in the movie office space, but i've lived far too long in the box to be able dredge up enough energy for that at the moment. long live the complacency syndrome ... or not.